miwi.. a place like no other...^^

we landed at miri 2 days ago... stayed at gu's house along wit milt, emie n dell.. we ol decided to visit some interesting places at miri be4 going to SALT.. we realllllllllllllyyyy had fun during da visit.. hehehee.. we went to Guah Niah- da main purpose we came to miri actually.. hahahaha..it was a really tiring yet a memorable experience for us.. i went to gua kelam at perlis be4.. but gua niah is really a must-go place! i never see such thing n really impressed by the scenery.. we oso went to the grand old lady, tanjung lobang, n some places dat i forgot da name.. hahaha..

we had da opportunity to go mass at da indoor stadium.. i never been to such a huge mass be4.. but i was soo sleepy dat tym.. we dun get enuf sleep for last nyte n so damn tired...

so now im here in indin 'resort'.. must stress da word of 'resort' actuali... haha.. SALT 2 is now officially started! this place is located at da beach.. i dun wan to compare it to the salt 1.. haha.. i'll upload da pics later.. huhu.. im so damn tired now.. need to wake up early.. my group gonna be prepare breakfast this morning.. hehe.. nyte^^

da journey begins today!

all i can think of now is the SUB!!! haha.. i surf some info bout orang ulu juz now.. grabbed some of da pics too... haha.. juz want to have a quick view of how da exposure gonna look like.. ^^


da orang ulu house.. if im not mistaken... mcm ni kot... ^^


orang ulu^^

hopefully SALT phase 3 will be conducted in Sabah... i learn a lot bout other culture.. n frankly to say.. eventhou im a kadazan dusun boy.. i dunno how to speak in own language.. n less know bout my own culture.. since i was young, my frens majority are chinese.. n i talk mandarin at school n even at home.. its my own fault actually.. i din get da opportunity to learn dusun or kadazan from my parents.. huhu.. my grandma owez use dusun when talk to us.. n i need to ask ma dad or sis to translate it.. quite sad.. i have zillions of thing wanted to talk to grandma.. but due to language barrier.. i juz forget bout it.. hmm... n im so proud when i knew how to sumazau! hahaha! n i never hesitated to perform it whenever i get da opportunity... ^^


kadazandusun^^

dont get wrong... da exposure is not juz bout learning orang ulu culture.. but da main reason is to experience da orang ulu struggle to protect their own land from da selfish 'people' i wud describe.. hhhmmm... SALT main purpose is to set an awareness bout human rights... not ony in our country... but evry creatures dat depending on each other living in this world!

so dats it.. miri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here i come!!!^^

i should feel grateful....

human will never feel satisfied do they? hmmm... im in dat situation now.. huhu.. 3rd sem results ody came out juz now.. i have big mission to complete last sem actually... despite being involved wit so many activities.. i wan to get dean list.. i wan to prove to everyone dat i still can excel in my studies.. but yet.. mayb i din work dat harder.. da mission failed for 3rd tym! im so frustrated!argghhhh!!!!!!!! ony God knows how disappointed i am!

im going to fly to miri tmrw.. somewhat turns down my mood after knwing my damn results! arghh!!!!! still annoyed by dat although i kept telling myself not to think bout it again.. hopefully i can get over it as soon as possible.. i dun wan to spoil my 'SALT" mood.. huhu.. last SALT i kinda upset by my pointer oso.. hahaha.. but dat tym results came out during salt.. this tym was earlier.. haha

i only have 3 sem left to achieve my ultimate goal! i want to get a medal during convo... kenny is my idol.. hahaha.. this pic give me so much inspiration to achieve wat i dream of!!!! hahaha...



after so much happened last sem.. mayb i shud sit n pray to God.. i wud never achieved such results without His blessing n guidance.. i shhud put aside all da sigh things n stat to feel grateful for everything...

Tuaran Beach Resort

i followed my dad to tuaran beach resort this afternoon to fetch my sis.. she involve wit somekind of course for graduated students whom unemployed for 3 months there.. sakit2 pun maw juga ikut jalan.. huhu.. kalu duk lam ruma lagi la.. sakit tul kpala! huhu

along da road, i kept on looking at da surrounding.. besalah sabah kan.. frankly to say i din explore much di sabah ni.. nama jak orang sabah.. but still havent go to many places.. huhu.. then masuk area kampung2.. nice scenery i wud describe! hehe.. tenang jak~ walaupun banyak tai lembu! hahahaha.. then suddenly i think bout my kg, tambunan.. i havent go there for ages! huhu... xlah.. last pun tym darjah 2! hahaha.. if im not mistaken.. dengar2 kena turap suda jalan dia sana.. hhmm... looking forward to go there someday!!!

o ya.. gelangang lumba kuda d tanjung aru maw kana pindah p tuaran suda.. limpas tempat dia tadi... punya la jauh.. sapa la maw p tguk d sana.. haha

homesweethome~

flight from jb-kl-kk was a very tiring but fun experience for us. lorna, alex n i having such a great tym talking n sharing during da waiting.. haha.. dorang 1st tym datang KLIA.. ive been to KLIA copule of times.. dulu jaman2 muda banyak wakil2 sukan kan.. so ada la peluang nek MAS ni.. hahaha

sampai jak ruma trus flu.. huhu.. dorang lorna sihat jak.. so i dont need to be afraid of h1n1.. climate change i guess.. haha.. balik2 jak ruma trus kena marah mamy..

"napa ko kurus betul ni??? mkn dadah ka?? ari2 kirim duit pun x pandai gemuk2.. p karaoooookee jak..."

uhuhuhu... apa bleh buat.. suda mkn byk gniii juga..

last two days.. bat, lorna n i went to this health booth yg cek lemak d badan... da lady told me dat ,my body fat is very low.. lemak d area jantung pun sgt kurang.. byk kesan buruk.. huhu.. sejak pindah mrsm la ni.. trus jadi mcm ni.. blajar jak... mkn minum x jaga.. rindu pula jaman2 aktif dulu ni.. makan pun kuat, walaupun muka itam, berjeragat.. asal sihat.. hahahaha..

adui susah maw blogging ni.. running nose n headache is killing me!! argghh...

3rd sem gonna ended soon...

time passing so fast.. din realise dat 3rd sem gonna ended jus a coupe of days more.. huhuhu..i gained so many things during this period of tym.. im sure everyone does.. tmrw is my last paper.. cant wait for it to over thou.. n then im free for holidays! ahahha...

im looking 4ward for the SALT Ulu Belaga.. but at da same tym feeling a little bit nervous.. frankly to say im not a though guy, ive been living in an area which da facilities are well-equipped.. seldom for me to have difficulties to find wat i wan.. living in a kampung area will be an extra challenging for me.. n im sure i can get over to it! father shown us some of da pics taken during protestation by da org Ulu.. how they rights had been taken by da selfish 'people'.. sometyms u need to experience it so dat u really can understand they situation.. people owez concern bout others problems but seldom take action.. but da desire to help is oredy inside our heart.. da only thing dat u nid to do is implement it... how?? ask urself.. wat can u do?

people ask y do i nid to invove with this isolated communities, my reason is because to increase my faith.. seeing others hardship can open my heart, to think n feeling grateful.. i dun pray a lot.. huhu.. but i try hard not to forget to do it day n nite. haha.. i see God thru this people.. how God help them to continue living.. for me, helping others can strengthen my relationship wit God..

wat can i do for them? for now im sure i cant help in terms of money n material.. but as a student.. setting an awareness for this community ody a gud way of helping them.. telling everyone wat can u do to protect them etc..

hopefully da journey will b an interesting one.. ^^

5th nov 2009

after 5 days free from exam.. i went for my third paper this morning.. not much to say.. again.. goreng.. huhuhu.. ntah la napa.. tym stdy2 ingat semua.. but wen enter exam hall.. then trus blank.. huhuu.. essay 15% pun buat dlam dua helai jak.. tgk orang sebelah.. sampai maw 5 m/s! gla eh.. pa yg dorang hafal tu.. huhuhu..

exam start jam 8.. d dewan KRP.. nasib dekat. tapi malangnya tym tgh jalan tu ujan.. huhuhu.. sejuk g.. dalam dwan.. rasa maw demam jak.. balik dari exam lagi la.. ujan lebat! habis bsah.. huhuhuhu...

tym lunch tu my bro fetched me at my room.. went to Melody as usual take our lunch.. i noticed lampu depn kreta terbuka.. tegur juga milt.. i tot he noticed.. then lepas makan baru dia perasan lampu kreta still on.. batery keta memnag suda low tu.. then memang xdpat stat enjin lagi. hohoho..ujan lebat glak tym tu.. huhu nasib kedai servis keta dekat.. so p tukar bateri..



then otw balik utm ujan makin reda.. so i decided to stay in da library.. stdy jap.. then rasa ngantuk.. then i decided to go back... tmrw paper pun sy rasa ok2.. haha.. harap2 dapat buat baik lee..


lam bus otw balik kolej..^^

we had our dinner at number 1.. again our usual place for dinner.. so i decided to upload da pics.. (dady msti maw taw tu kan.. hahahaa)..





so dats it.. sleep early.. wake up early.. hafal skrang pun teda guna ni.. lepas tdur lupa semua! huhuhu

third paper.. Instructional Technology System!

some of my frens ody finished their examination.. huhu.. n i still have 4 papers more.. i realy dun have da energy to cont stdying.. T.T i juz wan to finish this ASAP!!!

im gonna do my Industrial Training next year, but still havent find a company yet.. huhu..looking forward to do it at a hotel.. juz a consideration.. im afraid i dun perform well during the IT.. huhu..

hmmm.. kinda sleepy now.. write again next tym... still have zillion things to say actually.. but need to wake up early.. haha..

nyte~

sarawak food.. nyaman~ ^^

we had our lunch at a sarawakian restaurant yesterday.. haha.. harga bulih tahan la.. haha. sy makan mee tomato..mee dia keras ni. hehe.. mula2 mkn sedap la.. tapi lama2 pandai rasa muak.. haha.. n da bez is da three layer teh!!! hohoho.. but i try kopi pnya.. sedap~ hehehe..

kinda miss srawak.. kuching to be exact.. hehe.. one day maw pgi lg sana. ^^

God knows wat da bez for me...

yesterday was one day informal 'retreat' for me.. haha.. i prefer to call it dat way.. me and some of my 'senior' frens(except anthea.. not so senior i wud say.. haha) went to father jojo's house at plentong for a recollection n AEP meeting.. da name of da house is 'Appura', taken from a well-known jesuit from spain..

i wud say its a very peaceful place, if anyone ask me.. da landscape is very neat n well designed by father thomas.. i began to miss my house.. coz my mum likes to do gardening.. => the session started by sharing from everyone present.. we spent da whole day by listening to father's talk n sharing.. n of course prayer is a must..

frankly to say.. i was not in da mood to attend da meeting, i was afraid bout my exam.. hmm.. but bcoz im the vice coordinator for mission department, so i guess i need to have commitment on it.. therefore i decided to go.. its really a blessing for me actually.. n i was so grateful tat God called me to b there.. spending tym wit him...

to think of, its been awhile i didnt spend tym alone only for God.. i didnt talk to him in silence.. i really busy nowadays n seldom pray to him.. God really miss me i guess.. so i talk a lot wit him yesterday..^^

another part which i think really interesting was da sharing.. father asked wat is our concern, dream n struggling in our current life... bcoz my surname is W, so i was da last person to give sharing.. listening to everyone sharing really open my eyes, im da youngest in the group too.. i have different view of life.. im still a student, n i really dun know wat is my goal in life.. all i know is stdying.. my dream is to b successful n my strugling is to become a faithful christian.. mayb everyone ody experienced wat im experiencing now.. tats life.. full of stages.. finished stdying, then u become a worker.. n then developing a family.. n then wat? we never know..

n i like sharing from aunty Theresa and uncle james.. they talked a lot bout life as a christian.. n dats really strengthen my faith!!

so wat will hapen nex? i really dun have da ans.. God knows wat da bez.. im so grateful for the things dat He had done for me.. dun ever say "im not a good christian".. as long as u know it is wrong.. n u have da guts to change it... u ody become a faithful christian.. everyone do mistakes.. mistakes make us grow..

n yes, God never get upset.. Hes a forgiver.. He will let u know.. someday...

training need analysis exam was suckssssssssssSSSSs!!!!!!

as wat i expected... da TNA exam was a 'goreng-mengoreng' fiesta for us.. hahahaha.. i dunno y we need to take this subject coz we ody learned it in other subject.. i myself dunno wat da hell im writing juz now.. hahahaha.. semuanya goreng sampai hangus! hahahah.. i juz hope for miracle to hapen.. hopefuly i din repeat da subject.. huhuhuu

TNA 'was' a boring lecture for this sem.. no more tna lectures after this! woohhooo!! hahaha.. frankly to say.. everyone still confused bout da subject until now.. hmm.. mcm teda2 ni. haha

i din pay much attention during lectures this sem.. i dunno whether i still have da passion to stdy more on my course.. it seems like i ody bored.. one of da reason is da subject owez rotated.. we learn da same thing each sem.. huhu..

am i gooing to b hr excecutive? or even manager? i dun think so... T.T

Etika!!!!!

22:40

tgh sibuk melayan fb... tiba2 hp berbunyi lg.. ^^

Cpt : arrrrgghhh!! pecah pale...

ton : haha.. ilek2..

cpt : hu3..

ton : npe?

cpt : xde pape pn.. sja.. std pe?

ton : haha.. tgh on9..xde mood nk stdy.. esk br stdy etika.. u?

cpt : tgh stdi.. etika.. he3..

ton : ow.. stdy lg? kte kol 10pm dah xdpat stdy..^^

cpt : sket lg.. he3..

ton : ok.. chayok2!!!^^

cpt : he3...

ton : slalu reply mcm 2.. hmm...

cpt : he3.. xtao nk tlis pe..

ton : ha3..

balas balik!!! hahaha

etika profesional dah lepas!! hohoho.. ok2 jak.. goreng habis! hangus pun hangus la.. ^^

SALT Ulu belaga...

tym lunch d in park tiba2 hp berbunyi..

Gu : apa nama tempat salt tu?

ten : miri

Gu : bukan.. tempat yg kamu maw pgi tu bha..

ten : maksud ko tempat exposure ka? d ulu belaga..

Gu : eh ko cakap tadi di miri?

ten : kita memang tgl d miri.. exposure jak tgl d ulu belaga.. d kg orang asli.. 4 ari...

Gu: ow lupa.. haha.. ulu belaga di mana?

ten : xtaw... antara bintulu n miri kali.. hahahaha

Gu : adui.. salah tanya orang.. ko orang sabah pula.. hahahah

adui gu.. gu...

cant wait for SALT Ulu Belaga! will be departed to miri on the 20th nov... Salt started on the 22nd.. maw jalan2 d miri lu along wit my bro, emie and dell.. c Gu jadi tour guide.. hehehe...

1st post for 3rd sem.. haha

" napa ko tia tulis blog suda?" my dad asking me during my sis convo last tym..

then i realized its been awhile since da last post i made.. hmmm... i dunno y i stop blogging.. blogging was my passion since i started to do it.. i can expressed all my feelings thru blogging..i can read my frens blog to see wats their current life has been goin on...

im ody in 3rd sem now.. too many things happened during this period of tym.. my bro ody bought his 2nd hand car.. make us to go anywhere easily.. haha.. studies is juz so so.. i dun like dis sem subjects.. da lecturers are quite boring... i really dun have da spirit to go to class every morning.. knowing dat da lects was going to be a boring one... everyday is da same..

da bez part was da ICG.. dats da biggest event happened for this sem i guess.. i miss those moments.. i gained new experience and frens.. n even met my old2 frens.. haha.. im happy for tat..

1 thing dat really gave my life a very big impact was da word of LOVE.. for 20 years ive been living in this world, i never experienced of wat usually people says couple.. haha.. frankly to say, im afraid of commitment.. of those wat u call two person relationship, n wat usually couples do?... im not ready to do all dat.. but as tym goes by, da desire of being cared n care for someone slowly appeared.. haha.. i do want to love someone and to be loved.. but its not dat simple.. im afraid to express my feelings n face rejection.. i dun think i can handle all dat!! so i never tell anyone bout my feeling.. my policy is dat being close to dat person is enough ody.. im not asking for more.. coz i know i dun deserved to be loved.. haha. weird? dats me!

or maybe its all bout my attitude or appearance.. people judging me so easily by looking at my behavior.. im not pretending n im owez being myself.. i juz hope somebody will know dat..

someone asking me wat will happened at the end? i wud probably say i dun know.. life is full of uncertainty...y dont we juz take da risk n juz treasure n cherish evry moment of it? i never experienced such a broken hearted, yes u make my life so miserable.. n dats not ur fault... i never hope so much until u came into my life.. u gave me so much hope, i cant wait for a new day to begin.. coz i knw u still there wit me... juz by seeing ur face wud make my day full of happiness for no reasons... im not asking for anything.. i juz wan to be wit u.. dats enuf.. is dat LOVE?

i hope we can be like yesterday... juz u n our frenship.. but i know dat is imposible.. thnx for ol da memories.. gonna miss all those moments.. juz wan to tell u dat, i never CHANGED..

i dun think da waiting is useless.. being wit u was such a wonderful tym.. n yet very painful...

im letting u go now.. im sory for being selfish all this while..

trip to Runnow...^^

i really in luv wit Runnow... last tym i visited ranau was 18 years ago! wat! haaahhaa... sy tia ingat pa2 pun tym tu.. but yang pelik nya.. i juz remember one incident.. where i lost my slipper... hahah! lawak kan.. then after 18 years.. i had an opportunity to go there again.. yeah!

dorang jay bawa p kaingaran dat tym.. but sorry guys.. ntah la.. i dun have da mood fpr any retreat for this moment.. huhuhu.. mayb nex tym..

bout our trip.. we went to my sis house 1st at smk agama ranau! hahaha... its really a nice and beautiful school.. located betul2 atas puncak ni.. huhuhu.. nice scenery too! then we headed to poring.. hhmm... masuk jak tia ingat pa2.. macam 1st tym pgi jak.. hahaha, sian kan.. then we went to da canopy walk.. gosh.. ingat senang2... tgk mau naik bukit! huhuhu.. belum sedia ni.. stamina pun hancus.. akakaka!! smpai d jambatan gantung.. mau putus napas dah,, huhuu...

then after dat we had our lunch there.. bought some souvenirs.. hehe.. then p pekan ranau jap.. erm.. xbesar sgt pekan dia.. tapi yg penting ada kemudahan2.. hehee

then we went to kundasang.. its oredi 3pm.. huhu.. i bought some flowers for my mum.. hehe.. mau ble tuhau bha.. tapi lupa ni! haiiizzz.....

then we went to kundasang war memorial .. this is da 2nd war memorial i visited.. da 1st one is at labuan.. hehe.. but kundasang punya lagi cantik ni! huhuuh.. mayb bcoz da landscape is created similar to da british architecture.. sejuk lagi tym tu.. huuu... how i wish i can live there.. haha! budus...

masi banyak lagi tempat lum pgi ni.. huhuhu.. wait till my sis buy a new car lu.. baru bleh balik2 p ranau.. makseh rafael bawa p ranau...^^..
ni kampal2 dia..^^

hang out wit da GIFTers..^^

last saturday was again.. a fun day... even thou some of our frens din come.. but it didnt stop us to have fun! yeeehhaaaa!! hahaha.. juz 7 of us... boby, cons, lorn,alex jr, orel and christ....



















at about 5pm.. we ol went to kkbox.. but without lorna.. bf dia ambil suda tym tu... huhu. dengan bau2 asap..hahaha.. lantak la.. asal enjoy.. hehe.. ^^

evening walk....

boring2 tym cuti ni... dorang jay bawa lepak2 d pantai tanjung aru.. baru jak p bbq sana.. pgi lagi.. haha.. caren fetched us at inanam at about 3pm...makan2.. then about 6pm.. we decided to talk a way along da beach.. sementara tgu sunset.. huhu.. n then.. at nyte.. lepak2 d tepi pantai.. sesi luah2 perasaan tym tu.. hahaha.. n about 9pm.. p makan d food court dia.. tats it.. hahaahha.. ketara malas tulis ni..^^ nyway this are da pic taken dat day^^

an outing wif my best buddies~~~

yesterday was err... i wud say enjoy jugak la.. eventhou some of our last minute plan hancus.. huhuhu..

dat nyte i decided to stay at UMS.. at thommy's room.. d kg A or B i dun remember.. huhu.. based on wat my sis told.. dat place is haunted.. ada kakak "P" sana.. people owez 'nasib baik' jumpa ni..histeria la.. huhu.. n im not dat lucky to meet 'her'... gosh! i really dun know bout it.. sudalah dat nyte i slept paling last! huhuhu.. around 3am baru trtdo.. huhu.. da next day baru my sis told me bout dat thing.. huhu..

Diana took us to 1b yesterday.. we dun know wat to do actuali.. then after taking our lunch at McD.. murah bogia.. lunch hour kan... haha.. then decided to take a walk in 1B.. its weekdays so less people inside.. boring jugakla.. haha.. after accompanied thomy to buy present for his sis.. then we decided to enter da Borneo Rainforest.. haha.. dari dulu lagi mo masuk bha tu, but din get da opportunity.. ingatkan apa di dalam.. masuk ja trus terkejut babi sy.. hahaha.. lots of snake.. frankly to say, i really dislike reptiles..huhuhu.. but da place landscaping was awesome! da scenery is really beautiful!















then we headed to KF to have our evening tea.. haha..d 818.. at da same tym thinking we shud we go after this. hahaha.. da sky was so dark indicated dat it will be raining soon.. we decided to lepak2 at tanjung lipat. but finally tukar plan pgi ODEC.. lam ums. thommy said it is a beautiful place.. but we were so unlucky on da way ujan lebat gilak! damn! huhuhu.. then we decided to go back jak la.. huhu.. tats it.. tat afternoon my dad fetched me.. huhu..

lorna n i wants to have bbq at tanjung aru this afternoon.. hopefully da plan wil run smoothly.. huhu..

went to my kazen's wedding this morning at papar... hehe

we departed quite early juz now.. after sent my sis to her practical place.. we headed to Lido,Penampang to take breakfast.. all my relatives decided to go to papar together. so we will meet at da bridegroom's house.. we departed from there at about 9am.. da ceremony will start at 10am.. so i predicted tat we will be late.. thnk God its not too late.. haha.. da mass juz started wen we arrived..

this is my 2nd tym i attended a weeding mass.. if u want to know. 1st one was 12 years ago.. hahahhahaha.. sian kan... n it was at tambunan.. oso my kazen's wedding.. huhu..

here r some of da pics taken... i didnt get da opportunity to go for their keramaian.. haha.. coz my mum didnt feeling well.. huhu.. mau join kazen2 yang lain pun i din get along well wit dem.. so takut teda pula kawan nanti.. huhu.. nvrmind la..


ma beloved mum n dad.. ^^











this afternoon i drove to queen to fetch my sis from her practical work.. haha.. ok2 juga la.. its almost 4 months i din drve... kinda clumsy.. as usual.. my dad canot kept his mouth shut.. haiz... ive got a gud news! my bro juz bought a 2nd hand car juz now.. he still in jb now.. i dun know y he is such in hurry to buy a car.. my dad promised him to buy this coming july.. hhmmm.. but he got lots of work to do bha.. he need to go many places urus2 barang.. but da problem is da 2 of us are not a gud driver! hahahaha.. believe me.. an auto car pun ntah la ni.. tapi lama2 tu ok la tu.. ^^ yg penting ada car kan.. senang ckit... ^^

PEACE..

come and go...

i really had a wonderful experience during da retreat at papar last tym.. i still remember da speaker, Dass told us.. semakin kita dewasa ni, our faith also need to be grow.. we will realise dat somehow we changed.. our personality, our mind set.. our behavior.. its all depends on how we managed ourselves.. n da people around us will have big impact in our lifes.. some of them keep remain wit us.. but some will go... its a a must-happened thing actualy..

i had many epxerience in separations..wit whom i valued so much!!!! in my early 16 i cont my studies far from my hometown.. tat was da 1st tym i experience a lost.. my bez fren whom i had since primary school.. but somehow i managed to accept it days by days.. n after tat, i make new frens.. this tym i really2 had what u call true frens.. 2 years of period i had in full boarding school really open my eyes.. its so much different compared to ordinary school.. u learn how to be independt, u can learn da true meaning of life there.. how u managed tym, how u managed urself, find a gud frens..n for da 2nd tym i experienced lost, i separated from my best buddies.. some of them now in canada, india, indon, japan... not forgotten here in malaysia.. some oredi work! believe it or not.. only 20 oredi become an accountant and engaged! huhu.. God really has his own plan for us.. isnt it?

now im still in uni. hahaha... wat will happen next? its not my plan.. its oredi planned by whom da greatest one.. n im da one dat need to choose dat decision... im still struggling for not too emotional wen comes to separation.. i owez tell myself everything is planned.. n i dun have da power to change it..

i hope for da bez n hopefully i'll have a new experience as good as wat i had wit u... gud luck n take care owez ya...^^

p/s : u know who u are..

Retreat at Pace Bene, Papar...

i really had a wonderful weekend... i cannot express how much i thank God for the Gift that he showered unto me.. i juz want to praise him every single days.. juz let da pics tell da stories...

mau tguk bilik sy d UTM? hahha..

inilah bilik sy yang bida.. haha... nama kolej sy kolej tun razak.. blok k17 bilik 105.. haha.. actually my previous bilik d k18 105.. but i transeferd to this room.. wif an indian rumate.. 22 years old from pahang.. he is a first year student juga tapi repeat stpm.. huhu.. ok la jadi rumate dia... ^^ ni muka dia.. duduk d katil sy tym tu.. hohoho... tgi ni dia.. 185cm.. hahha.. RC jugak.. nama dia anthony.. hoho..



ni sy punya bilik.. hohoho.. bida kan...tym ni last day.. tgh packing2.. tiapa.. nex sem tia suda cni ni.. hehehe.. kana jadi blok pmpuan suda ni sem depan.. sy pindah p k21.. d bawah blok ni jak.. hhmmm... harap2 dapat rumate yang ok2 nanti.. ^^

jalan2 ma dady...

i juz came back to sabah yesterday... so today my dad decided to take a leave.. i need to settle down many things.. hehe

along da trip.. kunun.. macam jauh ja bunyi.. haha.. i noticed lots of changes in kk.. d inanam pun ok suda la.. haha.. bustop depan ruma pun suda canggih,. haha.. b4 this aiyo.. dunno how to describe... i went to make a new passport pic 1st 4 my license.. then heading to kolombong to have our lunch... in our fav-low cost restaurant.. haha.. sedap lagi tu.. i take many pics along da road.. haha.. boring2...


ni tu bus stop.. hahaha.. kampar lesen sy! hahaha

then we went to renew my license.. ingatkan bleh buat d post office.. utk pertukaran lesen P for da 1st tym, need to go to JPJ.. trus drive lagi p bundusan.. hahaaha... panas pula ni ari.. huhu...then we went to ASNB to open a new ASB account.. ^^


GSC kk, bus ums.. hahaha.. survey likas, pagar stadium likas.. haha

trus balik lagi inanam p renew IC sy yang bida suda.. da chip canot function oredi,.. huhu.. then yang pekerja tu tegur my hair.. haha.. mau gambar msti nampak mata.. then oredi sikat, tegur lagi.. msti nampak kening.. then tegur lagi.. msti nampak telinga.. dodoi.. banyak songeh.. hahaha.. then she asked me many questions.. hahaa.. need to wait another 3 weeks baru dapat tu ic.. haha


hospital queen elizabeth.. where i was born!! haha..JPJ building. then tanjung lipat..then kompleks sukan.. tempat sy slalu brenang dulu2.. haha

then we went to our another fav restaurant utk minum ptg.. hahaha.. tempat yang ada kopi sejuk.. haha.. then bli2 barang trus balik la.. ingatkan mau try drive balik,.. tapi nanti2 la.. hahaha.. lama suda tia drve.. huhu


KFC inanam, Milimewa inanam.. hahaha..

juz now my exlokyuk fren ym me.. he asked me to read news paper.. coz yesterday he had an accident.. dia langgar orang.. then tu orang meningal.. huhu.. kinda shocked... but its not his fault.. so its ok.. huhu... better drive safely nex tym ya!!! nywa tu penting...

im home!!!! huhuhu...

after more than 5 or less months of struggling in my studies.. finally it came to the end.. my 1st year juz ended two days ago.. hohoho.. time goes really fast.. tidak sedar2 suda 1 tahun d uni ni.. theres lot of things happened.. every little things tat happened really changed me.. pa yang penting.. im not regretted for choosing UTM.. lagi2 course sy yang err...walaupun low standard.. but i enjoyed it.. ^^




last two days.. after finished my last paper. constan, lorna, aurel, bath, boby n i decided p enjoy2.. hahaha... but things started quite tangled... hoho... actualy we wan to rent a savvy but dunno wat happened da owner gave us kancil!! yang lawaknya dat kancil bertampal2 n akon rusak!! huhuhu.. but nvermind la, asal dapat p jalan2.. hahaha



we started our journey to neway.. as usual singing is our passion! hohoho.. but for me yang suara bida.. juz listening to others singing pun suda puas.. ^^.. we spent for almost 3 hours there.. harga pun ehem.. biasalah.. setahun skali bha.. haha.. after dat lorna n i went for shopping!! yang laki2 tia ikut..





then we went to DangE bay.. haha.. makan d sana.. then went to play yang pirate ship.. ala macam funfair pilak d kk slalu ada tu.. haha.. but yang ini bez ckit la.. haha.. after playing around then we went to angsana to play bowling.. nasib sy bukan orang last.. hahaha.. nway its a long n tiring day.. but most importantly! eggjam suda habis!! hohohoho.. happy oliday guys! dunno wat gonna happen this holiday.. but im sure i will busy wit da ICG things.. huhuhu... ^^

soryy guys for not updating my blog,...

busy for the moment... will update my blog after final exam.. theres a lot of things i want to talk actuali.. tapi xpe.. simpan dulu.. hehehehe

battle of the band during convo festival

last sunday during da convo festival, there was a battle of da band competition.. total of 21 bands were competing.. lorna's and constan's band did join the competition.. but only constan's band and another 5 bands selected to da final stage.. there r some technical problem for lorna's band during da semi.. but for the previous battle of da band.. they won da third place.. mungkin teda luck kali ni.. huhu

many GIFTers came to support constan and da band tat nite.. the place was so crowded wit people cheering for their friends too..




for the results, constan and da band won da third place!!! kinda expected.. hehe.. anyway.. congrats again cons!!! jadi superstar suda ko lepas ni! ^^

GIFT 21ST AGM

GIFT 21ST AGM was held in SCC on the 29th of March. unfortunately, the presence quite disappointed. but da AGM went smoothly even thou they are some quarreled among da CMT and da previous excos. its a MUST-HAPPENED things in every GIFT actuali.. the CMT will stated their opinions on the whole activities done by da GIFTers along the year. they will discuss on wat the badness happened in some of da activities. it was a new experience for me. coz i never involve wit such a tensed meeting before.. huhu

here are some of the pics taken during AGM...





here are the new members of GIFT's EXCO.. good luck everyone!!!




Valarie, Fiona, Veronica and Patricia


Anderson Gu, Lorna, Bobby, Aurel, Walton, Barry, Steffi and Adam


Felicia, Milton, Joseph and Emie


Alister, Chelsea, Rina, Anthea and Fifi

GIFT 21ST ANNUAL DINNER

VENUE : Inderaputera Hall, Pulai Spring Resort

DATE : 21ST MARCH 2009

Finally.....

i got my scholarship juz now!!! after almost 3 weeks struggling for it... finaly i got it!!! i dun know how to express da feeling.. macam baru dapat 1 juta ni!!! hahahaha.. i really2 need da money actuali.. for some reasons dat i canot mention here.. huhu.. i owez thinking bout this almost everyday.. i dun want to use my parent's money anymore.. i oredi spent a lot... i dun want to trouble others anymore.. huhu... ive gone thru so many difficulties managing this things actuali..hahaha..tats y i behave like this.. hahaha macam teruk sgt la tgu biasiswa ni masuk..

but da bendahari utm punya managemnet yang teruk! u imagine, i called them almost everyday!! asking bout da check, n after cut da fees.. i need to wait for 1 week, then only i can get da money.. so i waited for 1 week.. then i went to the ATM, realized that the money havent in yet... damn!!! so i called back the bendahari, then he said the check juz being sent to the cimb 2 days ago, so i need to wait another 1 week.. so i juz hold on for another 1 week.. then after 1 week.. once again i went to ATM.. the same thing happened.. naik darah suda!!! huhuhuhu..

so i decided to meet da bendahari.. he help me to check the records then juz realised tat i havent give my account number! r u kdding me.. jadi slama 3 mingu sy kol2 tu napa tia bagitau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????... i really2 cant stand, so i raise up my voice.. da guy didnt know wat to answers.. he juz keep saying dat i need to give da account no.. so i need to wait another couple of days.. so today i determine to get da money walau apa pun.. then i go to see da person whom incharge for da biasiswa.. she oredi prepared da check.. n she told me to bankin own my own.. then i went to cimb hoping to get da money paling lambat pun tomorw.. coz saturday is holiday... i really need da money this week.. huhu.. so da nice kakak cimb whom i owez meet asking bout da cek.. tgk.. semua orang suda kenal.. sebab ari2 p tagih duit!!! huhuhu.. she said i cant get da money tomorw.. coz its already late.. if i come before 2pm, i will get da money tomorw at 3pm.. so i bagging her to help me.. then she told me to go batal palang da check.. sy pun blur2.. meaning mau cash kan tu check la..

so i went to da bendhari office once again.. dengan tercungap2.. huhu.. i bring my laptop bha dat tym.. apalagi.. sakit2 la bahu..huhu.. then i went to see all da pegawai inside.. semua tia mau sign.. sebab tia bleh.. ntah pa.. they all macam berpakat ni dun want to sign.. then i once again raise up my voice.. i asked for explanation, y all this tym, in fact i called u all everyday.. u know wat.. i called each telephone yg ada lam office bendahari.. hahahaha.. desperate mo duit kan.. apalgi.. back to da story.. i scolded one of da pegawai.. others were listening la.. huhu.. i asked y not even one of u tell me dat i havent give da account number.. da problem is only dat... if u all tell me, then i will get da money 3 weeks ago.. so da pegawai replied " adik, dat question i cannot answer".. then she told me to meet da pegawai atasan.. but i dunno y, da pegawai didnt songeh banyak, he juz take da check n signed it.. tats it.. now i got da money.. i dun need to ask money from my parents anymore.... thnk God for owez listening my grievance all this tym.. for owez be my side.. ^^

Life in Spirit Seminar 2009 (LSS)

LSS was conducted from 13-15th march last weekend in SCC.. it was totally another good experience for me... actuali ive been to such seminar last year when i was still stdying in matrx.. tat seminar was held at Kaingaran,Tambunan..



compared to last tym, this tym im more prepared, but something is not right, i cant explain it here coz its a spiritual thing to describe.. n i respect all my muslim n chinese frens whom read my blog.. for those ever joined such seminar sure got something.. its like u given a new life..only tears of happiness can tell..



but i get really gud advice from a sister. ^^




monday nite was the postmortem for da LSS program... last LSS program conducted was 14 years ago.. if im not mistaken.. hahaha.. ndak dengar sangat tym tu.. hehe.. everyone seemed very satisfied with da program.. sure got some problems occur, there are no perfect things mah.. hehe.. but as long as everyone happy n got something from it.. its already a success for us... tahniah la pada karlvin as da director and for da committee oso.. hehe.. oh ya not forgotten.. we oredi build a cell group.. ^^

tagged again... this tym from cyrel cruz.. hahaha

.:: Rules ::.
* Go to your photos folder in your computer.
* Go to the 6th folder of photos.
* Go to the 6th picture in that folder.
* Put the picture on your blog and description of it.
* Invite six friends to join the challenge.



this pic was taken at our faculty.. ada gerai jual makanan..baby tgh bli makanan tym ni.. ada samosa, nugget, lekor, nasi lemak, mee goreng, sandwich.. banyak la.. popular ni gerai.. coz it is located betul2 d simpang.. banyak student datang bli.. hehe.. itu aunty pun kenal suda ni.. cakap eng lagi kalu sy bli makanan tu.. heran.. hahaha...

sy mo wani,angel,diana,nicole,fiona dengan alicia main ni benda.. hahahaha.. ^^

i need help~~ T_T

things are getting tights nowadays.. huhuhu... everything seems not in a right place.. ive done so many things to make it clear.. but it keep worst and worst.. am i done wrong??

ive been hit by lots of assignments currently.. i bet everyone does..but i try to settle it one by one.. at da same tym, im joining this SMART club.. which i think really bothered me.. im happy joining this club at da 1st place.. but i dun think i have da same feeling now.. i dun get along with da committees.. they will have meeting during lunch tym.. excuse me.. i want to take my lunch.. besides.. i have lots of things to do other than listening to them.. i dunno wat is my position during da meeting.. juz sit down n listen to wat they dicussing.. bored~~~ i owez gave excuses for not attending da meeting.. sorry guys..

i dun want to talk bout this actuali... its about me.. my attitude towards people nowadys.. lepas umur 20 ni.. i realise sumthing was changing.. my attitude, behavior and da way im thinking...i tend to judge people.. i dun hesitate to blurt out my feelings towards others.. i dun care whats their respond.. as long as i tell them..sometyms its gud to speak it out.. but sometym its wrong.. depends on the person.. i dun know y im behaving like this.. i juz canot control my feelings.. things turn even worse if im in da bad mood... i will become very sensitive and without notice... orang tepi2 jadi mangsa maki!.. huhuhu...

is it because of changing hormon??? hahahahaa.. or is it the effect of tension? or is it because im sick of being good to other people??hhmm... i tend to be someone else in order to please tat person.. i owez wanted others to treat me well, in return i behave da same..but sometyms people din realise tat.. i really care for them.. i try my bez to please other people.. someone ever told me tat.. we cannot please everyone.. but i never trust.. i believe that if we behave good to other people. we will get da same respond from them.. but now i think i started to trust it...

u know wat?? i juz wanted da bez for people around me.. i really want them to know tat i really2 care for them.. but sometyms people din know dat.. mayb i shud stop taking care of others feeling... dats da bez i think..

celebrating my 100th post.. hahaha

i went to CSS melaka dinner last weekend.. we all were enjoying ourselves!!! da event was held in orkid hotel, malacca..

we went there by rented car.. bunga, ica n karl n i were in da same car.. we arrived malacca almost 4pm.. as usual, we stayed at beautiful brothers bungalow... before going to da dinner.. we went to da beach to get sumthing to eat.. hehe.. n then heading back to bungalow to prepare ourselves..



we using 6 cars tat tym.. rasa bez ni ramai2 p dinner.. haha... its was raining heavily.. we took almost 1 hour to arrive at da hotel.. traffic jammed.. huhu..

da food was very delicious.. everyone was gorgeous!! da venue was amazing! it was perfect dat nyte.. everyone really enjoyed themselves... hehe..







after da dner was over, we went to da jetty. we wanted to go to da GOGO box.. apalagi.. melalak la.. tapi it was fully booked..so we went back to bungalow.. huhu.. dat nyte, we celebrated lydia's bday. thnx for harry coz willingly to give us da VIP hampers dat nyte.. hehe..

i slept early coz too tired..yang lain apa lagi aramai tii la sampai pagi.. huhu..

sunday morning, we left brothers bungalow at 10am.. coz the mass at SFX started at 1030am.. but it was unlucky day for us.. we lost during da journey... everyone stopped at petronas, but we stopped at shell.. i told harry to wait for us.. coz we didnt know how to get there.. but we were left behind.. huhuu.. we try to find da way n we late almost 30 minutes.. huhuhu... n da same thing happened for da second tym.. after da mass.. we all decided to eat at Newton.. before dat, i told fifi to wait for us.. we will following her car.. but ica was still in da SFX religious shop.. so i need to wait for her. n again fifi didnt wait for us.. huhu.. after dat, we heading to dataran pahlawan.. but dunno wat happened.. we stuck in da traffic jammed.. an without noticed, we use da wrong road.. n it was one way road.. so we cannot turning back.. huhuhu.. so we decided to call fifi asking for direction.. n it seems tat we oredi far from newton.. haha.. n we get wrong direction from someone whom i dun want to mention HER name.. hahaha.. we lost almost 1 hour!!! sayang jak minyak kreta!!trus teda mood ni! huh!!





after dat we went to dataran pahlawan.. ingatkan mo p menyanyi.. tapi tgk2 mahal!! rm20 per head! if im not mistaken.. then we went to mahkota parade.. trying to find another karaoke place.. finally got one and it was very cheap. only rm4 per head.. n it was good.. but i was sleeping inside.. i got this terrible headache.. huhu.. then after dat we went to this.. i dun know wats da name of da place.. to eat cendol.. nyaman!!!! hahahaa..



dats it.. we left malacca at about 630pm.. i really enjoyed during our stay in malacca.. i realise somthing thru this experience.. i owez treating people in a very good way, but some people didnt realise dat... im not hoping to get same respond from it.. but im juz hoping dat u will appreciated it.. it is more than enough..i do have feelings.. n i do have limits....



haha.. don be too serious... ^^

tagged by my brother... ^^

Rules:
1. You must answer all the questions.
2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz.

- fiona
- kyoo (again!)
- wani
- weow
- amoi

1. What's your full name?
~ Walton Wider

2. Do you hate someone at this moment?
~ nope

3. What makes you hate her/him?
~ i try not to hate..

4. You love your family?
~ 100%

5. List 5 names of your friends that you love.
~ only 5?

6. Why do you love them?
~ it comes naturally

7. Who do you prefer, your dad or mom?
~ both

8. Did someone make you cry this week?
~ nope

9. When was the last time you make your friend laugh?
~ juz now.. tym pilih2 baju p dinner.. hahaha..

10. Do you like someone at this moment?
~ yes.. hahahaha

11. What was the last present you received?
~ a card

12. Are you missing someone?
~ badly.. kunun.. hahaha

13. What was the last message did you received from your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend?
~ ndak penah ada tu

14. What was the last comment you received?
~ lok...

15. What is your wish for your birthday this year?
~ suda limpas pun...

i need ur opinion on this matter...

im sure all da juniors in GIFT now are feeling confused and dilemma.. as u all know, AGM for selecting the new ajk for GIFT will be held soon.. some of da seniors did approached me to take over their department.. same goes to da others... but yet im still confused n cannot make decision.. frankly to say, its really a big responsibilities if u r being selected as one of da GIFT committees.. so here im listing da departments which i think most suitable for me.. huhu...

1. treasurer - y im choosing this is because i had experienced being da treasurer for some program. such as sabahan nyte conducted by PERMAS.. and for this coming program.. i was selected as da treasurer for LSS... but a senior did mentioned to me dat, holding this position needs a lot of experience.. mayb 3rd year shud take this... think of how to raise fund is one of da treasure's job... besides need to hold such a big amount of money.. huhu.. dats da hardest thing to do i think.. huhu..

2. missionary - basically, this department deal with 3 things.. based on wat i heard from our mr president. old folks, orang asli and the 3rd one i forgot.. hahahaha... i like travelling... visiting many places and helping others especially those who in need..hahha..

3. the last department is the family department.. hahaha.. the jobs include searching for da new RC students this usually done during da early sem 1 where all da new students juz entered utm.. besides that, try to have activities for da GIFTers so tat can strengthen their relationship.. rasanya la.. hahaha.. n many more.. i dun know much about this department..

tats it... any comment or suggestions??? wishing gud luck to all da juniors!!!.. ^^

im not finish yet... ICG (inter Campus Gathering) this year will be held in johor and organised by MJCC. this is a very big event where all da RC students from all over peninsular will be gathered in one roof... my bro whom is da director approched me to be one of da ajk, im quite hesitated to accept actuali, but after thinking some tym, i decided to go for it.. coz this year ICG is da 1st and da last ICG for me.. huhu.. but in other opinions.. some said i shuldnt be da ajk.. coz im still fresh, n i need to learn more because this is not a small event.. n i begin to think again.. am i doing da rite thing? hurm.. "itok hati eh".. kalau orang srawak cakap gtu la.. hahaha... meaning keep thinking about it...

but i got a very gud advise from someone juz now.. saying dat... my bro didnt simply juz pick or randomly selects whom will be da ajk for da ICG.. he got his own reasons.. still have da pro and con.. since this is my 1st and da last ICG, i will be getting two experience.. being da ajk and participant..

better stop thinking bout this... continue doing assignments lagi bagus... hehehe..

tagged by amoi..

1~snap the picture of both inner and outer of your purse





2~Introduce your purse brand,price n where u buy
brand- wild channel
price- i dun know.. hahaha..
where buy- actuali c nuna yg bli tu dompet.. hahaha.. hadiah bday sy...

3~take out whatever its inside ur purse



4~tagged other 7person
yoe
yung han
kian haur
fiona
angel
kyoo
nicole


5~Comment on ur fren's (who tagged u) purse..
- sweet... hahaha..

performed a sumazau dance for Golden Key 10th anniversary

we performed a sumazau dance during golden key anniversary dinner last nyte.. its been a hectic week for us actuali.. we cannnot find a suitable tym for us to practice da dance together.. owez had someone absent because of test.. so we only have 2 times of fully practice our dance.. gosh! i was nervous before da performance.. im afraid i will forget da steps.. huhu.. but da sumazau dance run smoothly.. haha.. all da audience were supporting and cheering for us.. making me a little bit confidence and less nervous.. haha.. not only tat, Karlvin and Gerard oso had a singing performance dat nite.. gerard sang unchained melody meanwhile karl sang cant help falling in love.. nice job guys!! hehe..

im looking forward to perform sumazau dance again after this! its quite fun actuali.. either we get money or free table.. meaning eat free la!! haha.. but until now we havent ask for money yet.. we juz wanted da certificate and eat for free!! hahaa..

we won this tym!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really2 had fun during handball juz now.. last weekend was a disaster.. our team lost 3 from 4 games.. this tym, coach wanted us to pick only the two teams two play..da two strongest team for each section... hahaha this tym we will playing da real rules of da game.. meaning we will play wit da exact amount of tym and skills.. kunun la.. haha

at 1st im feeling a little bit humble, hahaha. yalah still got many yg terer2.. our 1st team was playing really hard.. finally they managed to overtake da other team.. it was raining juz now..so the court became very slippery... lots of players fall down ni.. lawak n ada juga yang menyakitkan! huhu... at da end, 1st team of our section was da winner!! yeay!!!

so i decided to play for da 2nd game.. but only da second half.. biarla diorang men dulu.. then we were left behind wit 2 goals.. huhu... n then 2nd half.. ni part yang bez!! mayb everyone oredi feeling exhausted.. so i take this opportunity la kunun utk score.. ceh.. hahaha.. n i managed to score 2 points! hahaha... n then hilary pun score 2 points.. and another 1 point scored by a guy whom i dun know.. hahaha.. tats it, we won again for da 2nd tym!! hurrraaaayyyy!!!! hahaha...

but da good news didnt stop there. ive got a compliment from da coach coz i did a really good scoring.. hahaha.. trus kembang ni.. then hilary pn kena puji.. sebab dia score secara bijak.. heh?? hahah.. meaning he tricked da goalkeeper actuali.. coach said tat sometyms we need to use our mind other than skills.. tulah hilary kena puji.. cehhh.. hahaha.. but apa2 pun!!! we oredi take revenge against them!!!! hohohohoho...

i think i started to like handball now.. ^^

im stuck wit da post title.. where shud i begin??

i have many entry to post actuali.. Telematch GIFT, bro nyte, praise n worship yesterday.. anthea bday, long hua cny celebration, and reunion for pilgrimage dinner... so i decided to post all in one page...as simple as i can!! huhu.. im busy wit assignments and tests actuali.. really feeling tired to write in detail..

let me start wit da telematch.. it was held on da 1st february.. if im not mistaken.. haha.. i was da director. actuali pat was da director.. but they wanted junior to organise it..so my bro suggested me.



zillion thnx for those who helped me.. pat,lorna,emie,ica,bath and alister. without u all, this program wouldnt be successful.. ^^

i juz attached da pics k..

next is da bro nyte.. one word to describe it, HOT!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.. they came out wit tradisional food.. some of da events such as singing by lorna, ging duet wit giny.. dance by da sisters.. i mean gifters.. haha.. games and awards.. i eat less tat nite.. coz im suffered from kembung perut again... haiz...









we had praise n worship session yesterday.. organised by constan.. frankly to say, i cant feel da God present dat nite.. i try hard to open my heart. but yet still empty. theres lot of things still running in my mind.. i cant concentrate..



lorna, constan and bunga had done their job as worship leaders successfully.. congrats guys... after da pnw session, we had suprise bday for anthea.. bath n i went to buy da cake b4 da pnw started... happy 21th bday anthea!!



lorna,val,edrin n me joined father jojo went to cny celebration at Long Hua,kulai this morning.. it is home for da old folks.. nothing much to say, we got angpau, mandarin orange, watched performances.. haha..



at nite, we had dinner at KFC for da pilgrimage participants..




hahaha.. nilah blog yang paling simple sy pernah post...oh ya, i was selected as one of da ICG committee.. really excited yet nervous.. haha.. adui.. i need to be more confident when comes to orgainse sumthing.. huhu..

friendly match was a disaster!! haha..

last wednesday we had friendly match for handball between two section. im taking handball for my koQ this sem.. it is my 5th and the last choice actuali..i din expected pun dapat ni koQ!! huhu.. i played handball once be4..after finished pmr, we had one week of fun activities and games being conducted by da school.. im sure all da pmr candidates gone thru same kind of experiences.. i still remember we were da winner of handball game.. it was raining season tat tym, so we were being forced to play on a muddy field!! haha.. but its really fun!! haha

so after 5 years, im forcing myself to play handball again! haha... but i think its a fun game to play, one thing dat make me dislike going to handball is because need to play under da sun..sudala skarang ni musim panas!! huhu.. not because im a puteri lilin of wat, to b frank, eventhou im very active in sports, but i really dislike sweating! hahaha.. pelik tapi benar..

ok2.. stop da crap..tats not da purpose y im posting this entry.. duirng da friendly match, we were standing below da sun at 3pm!! gosh!!! all i can say is, im getting hot babeh!! hahaha... macam mau pengsan jak tym tu.. hahaha... we had 4 games.. i decided to play for da last game.. hoping dat its not gonna be dat hot.. tapi sama juga..

we lost for da 1st and 2nd game.. 3rd was draw.. i played during da last game.. i juz played for da 1st half, tym tu masih lagi draw.. haha.. budu kan.. suddenly i cannot breathing.. my lung really feeling dried.. hahaha.. then i tell da coach i wanted to change player.. im having a fever actuali.. kunun!!! hahahaha... then at last.. we lost again for da 3rd tym!!! bikin malu!! hahaha...

then hilary invited me to have a drink at arked Kolej 11.. haha.. trus mencari minuman.. so, da moral of da story is dat.. minum la banyak2 air k kawan2!!! skrang ni musim panas!! n then.. makan la banyak2 buah!!!! esp those who eat vege less.. nanti sembelit!! hahahha ^^

double bday suprise!!!

i had two bday suprise b4 and after my bday last tym..one was successful and another attempt was failed..

the successful one was make by the GIFTers.. really appreciate da cake... at 1st i really dun expected, jimmy called me to come meeting for the gift dinner, when i came.. they all like oredi finished discussed.. coz b4 tat i was eating wit lorna n da gang.. after sometym, da lite was switched off.. then they all said pengawal!! pengawal!! aplaagi neves la.. haha.. but it lasted for like 10 seconds.. n nothing happened.. tym tu baru tersedar, yakan.. my bday kali.. hahahahahaha.. but i remain quiet.. manatau bukan.. kasi malu.. hahaha.. lagipun bulum lagi sampai kul 12am.. then emie appeared wit a cake on her hands.. hehehe.. really suprise me oooo... thnx guys!!! n for da eggs oso.. hoho...



da second bday suprise was really funny!!!! done by baby and da gang.. hahaha.. da planning was like this, at 1st, i wanted to ask baby to help me tapau food from our college's cafe.. but she wanted me to accompany her.. so i went there early.. then baby called me tat da food was oredi bought by Yan.. n she wanted me to accompany her to her blok.. coz its too dark... then we past da pejabat am.. dulu tym baby bday pun, kami buat suprise bday d sana.. actuali i realy2 din expected for da suprise.. then tym lalu tu, toleh tepi nampak alia.. then hairan la.. napa alia ada sana.. then they all looked at me wit dat shocking face!! hahah.. yang lawaknya, Bit tgh pegang kek.. n ain and reen i dunno which one tgh lite up tu lilin.. then Yan sempat belari tapuk tepi bunga!!!! hahahahahahhaha... apalagi, kantoi la.. i kept laughing until crying.. baby didnt alert them actuali, before i walking past da road, she need to miss kol or something.. so tat they can prepare.. lawak3... but really2 appreciate wit da bday cake n card.. love u guys!!! muakkkzz!!! hehe

tagged by Angel...

Rules: The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.

I am...

actuali got one of my pic there.. but cannot open it.. hahaha.. all da pics are belongs to other walton.. hehe

I really want to go to...


My favourite place is...

where peace are present.. ^^

My favourite thing is...

i still thinking whether i want to buy this hp or not.. any comment??

My favourite drink...


My favourite food...


My favourite colour...


I live in...

actuali my house is located in front of this church.. hehe

I was born at...


I attended...









My favourite story...


My hobbies are (hobby is?)...













I wish for...


I Tag:
1) amoi
2) diana
3) thommy
4) cyrel
5) fiona
6) Berlina

welcome to da club!!! hahah

happy bday to myself!!! hahaha.. haiz.. im turning 20 today!! huhuhu.. gonna be more mature after this ooo..

Leadership Gathering (LG) 2009

ive attended the LG camp conducted from 6-8th of feb.. im looking forward to join this program actuali.. for da main purpose, i want to gain knowledge as many as i can!! hehe..besides, i want to make friends wit other CSS members. hehe.. n i did!! haha


i forgot da place name.. hahaha

da program was a little bit packed.. bcoz of time constraints. they need to arrange da activities properly.. we had our 1st gathering during friday's nite.. after da registration, we had introduction by da LG's director, bernadine.. i like da ways how she speaks malay..macam ada ala2 indon gtu.. hahaha.. rasa lawak.. as usual, ice breaking and sing along..


during da ice breaking

a few of the GIFTers attended da program bcoz most of them have tests.. huhu.. n frankly to say, i dun have da actual 'mood' to join LG.. biasalah.. bila geng2 suda teda tu.. rasa tia bez la.. but i decided not to let da stupid 'moody' things conquered my feelings.. sekali skala apa salahnya, cari la kawan2 baru kan.. haha.. n i really2 lucky to know some of da LG participants.. macam Jo.. i knw her thru SS.. but never had da opportunity to talk.. tapi d LG jadi rapat pula! haha.. same goes to joseph, meow,mark,max,jav,TJ, michele, bla2... hahaha.. too many to list it.. haha.. n i managed to meet again da SALTers, haha... darrel n macha!!! hahaha..

next day which is saturday, da session as usual conducted by bro alvin.. our theme for this year is Jesus the good shepherd.. b4 this, i dun even bother wat is actuali meant by da title.. tgk2.. its really had a deep meaning y Jesus called himself a good shepherd..



session wif bro Alvin

besides tat, other sessions were conducted by harry and edrin.. but i feel a little bit like reflection while listening to their talk.. coz mostly da topics i oredi learned it in my course... conflicts, organizational planing all dat.. how to become a good leader, critical thinking, giving feedback and so forth.. coz im taking human resources..we learn how to cope wit da workers, how to be a good leader.. but in my course, i learn it thru theories or research.. but in LG.. i learn it thru spirits.. how big da differences are..

we played games during da afternoon.. juz a simple games where cooperation between groups are very important.. penat tapi lawak gilak!! haha..


games tym!!!

at nite, we watched a filipino movie entitled small voices.. very inspirational movie.. i suggest to all of u to watch it... ^^ we done taize before went to bed..

da last day of LG, we had our analysis of da whole sessions by father jojo.. but i cant concentrate during da analysis coz i was very sleepy.. hahaha.. we had mass after taking photograph..ow ya, i forgot to mention dat we were arranged to 6 different groups. i was in da Corinthus, other groups such as filipi, roma, ephesus, kolose and galatia.. n we won da 2nd place overall!! haha.. da last activity was da cleaning.. hehe...


some of da participants


some of da activities..


analysis by father Jojo


tym mass and bagi hadiah..


all in all, i really had fun during LG.. i dunno whether i will be one of da exco in da GIFT.. if yes, i really hope dat i do well.. there are still many things i have to learn.. i havent post da gift telematch pics.. nanti la tu,.. sy teda gambar2 dia bha.. mana bez kalu post teda gambar kan?? hihi..

formal pics kunun.. haha


candid!! ^^

p/s : any suggestions which hp should i buy? ^^

last day of pilgrimage...

juz by seeing da pics oredi reveal wat were da activities dat we had during last day of pilgrimage.. one thing for sure!!! we really enjoyed dat day!! for more excitement, our group was da winner!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeay!!!!!!!!!

stupid mistake...

1st thing to tell.. i lost my hp yesterday!!! huhuhuhu.. its my fault actuali.. being so careless.. for many times!!! i dun want to give any excuse for it...i juz hate to trouble others.. y it happened during this critical time!!! where i need to do lots of things!!! without my hp, i cant do many things!!! shit!!! zillions thnx to those who helped me to find my hp..

im feeling bad towards my dad. he bought me tat hp.. but i lost it not even half of years using it.. i need to wait for my scholarship to buy a new hp.. huhuhu.. i tot my dad will scolded me.. but he juz act normal when i talked to him on da phone this afternoon.. i knew hes very angry for it.. really2 sory bout it..but it oredi happened.. i dun know wat to do besides feeling regretted for it...

i try to be calmed.. but deep inside.. i really2 feel stupid!!! i done it many times... owez forgot where did i put my hp.. tomorw there will be a telematch for GIFT.. to b frank, i dun have da mood to organise it.. i really2 tired these few days... but i dun want this hp stuff conquer my feelings.. hopefully everything going smooth tomorw.. i juz want everyone to enjoy themselves..

oh ya.. this my new hp num.. 0167327179..

award given by Angel...

So kepada sesiapa yang seterusnya yang akan dapat award ni, silalah:

1. Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” untuk diletakkan di blog anda


2. Link atau ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award ini kepada anda -

: Angel, erm.. she a very friendly person.. hapy go lucky and kind!!! hehe

3. Setiap blogger hendaklah menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum pemenang seterusnya -


1) i dun like sweating


2) i will be 20 this year!! gosh!!! welcome to da club!! hahaha


3) my hp was lost yesterday!!! huhuhuhuhuhu...


4) i like traveling..


5) like green color..


6) i cant decide things on my own.. huhu


7) i dun like to watch tv.. hahaha.. i can live without it..


8) easily to feel nervous..


9) dun like when things turn out differently!! trus teda mood!!!


10) dun like being alone.. huhu


4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyertakan nama mereka di blog anda.

1) diana

2) thommy

3) fiona

4) kyoo

5) fida

6) kath livan

7) sandra

8) nicole

9) alicia

10) norhazimah

tagged by Berlina..

im tagging..
1.Diana
2.Thommy
3.Lester
4.Kyoo
5.Flora
6.Steffi
7.Kath livan
8.Nicole
9.Alicia
10.Sandra

How do you know 1?
~tutomate back in kml

What would you do if you never met 2?
~hes my bestfren.. u could imagine it urself...

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
~hahahah..

Do you think 5 & 6 make a good couple?
~no!!

Do you think 7 is attractive?
~yeah!!

Do you know anything about 8's family?
~ our dads are frens..

Tell me something about 9.
~joined da pancaragam back in high school..

What language does 2 speak?
~bm swk, bm sbh, kenya,iban and english.. now still in progress of learning chinese..
Who is 3 going out with?
~i think he's still single

How old is 4?
~same wit me

When was the last time you talked to 5?
~in kml.. huhuhu

Who's 6's favourite singer?
~ i dun really know..

Would you date 7?
~nope.. she booked.. hahaha

10 single?
~i dun know.. hahaha

What's 9's last name?
~erm.. dunno.. hahaha

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
~as a friend...

Which school does 2 go to?
~ curently in UMS

What do you like about 3?
~ hurm.. juz nice to be fren wit..

Pilgrimage day 2..

we went to many churches today.. some of them i oredi been to.. like SFX and st.peter.. 2 other churches is st mary and st paul.. we really had fun today.. eventhou everyone r exhausted.. but its sure an unforgettable experience.. 1st destination is st mary.. we had rosary prayer there..


ST MARY

after tat we went to da Monfort youth centre.. according to gerard.. it is a school for da poor people.. the school are fully equipped wit all facilities..


MONTFORT YOUTH CENTRE

then, we went to lunch at melaka sentral.. we continue our journey to st peter church- the oldest church in malaysia.. the building is 299 years old.. hahaha... we done the station of the cross there..


ST PETER

the next church is SFX.. we pray the chaplet of divine mercy there...


SFX

the last place we went was da st paul church... it is located at da red building.. theres a lot of tourists during our visits.. mainly chinese.. i think its bcoz of CNY..



ST PAUL


ST PAUL 2

at nite, we had the 'foot washing'.. its my 1st tym doing it... hehe.. the last activity of da day was da P&W session... tats it.. hahaha... im very exhausted actuali.. feeling lazy to describe in detail.. hahaha... tomorw is da last day for pilgrimage.. huhuhu.. lecture gonna start soon!!! assignment berlambak!!!!uhuuhuhu


FOOT WASHING SESSION

1st day of pilgremage...

im in da brothers bungalow once again...hehehe.. same place where SALT was conducted.. i arrived from kl to utm last nite.. i only had 4 hours of sleep and then heading to malacca early in da morning.. huhu.. jimmy, pat, florina n i need to arrive at brothers bungalow early to prepare lunch.. really2 damn tired!!! huhuhu...

we had our chaplet of divine mercy prayer after taking our lunch.. i oredi knw bout this prayer but dunno how to do it... there are two kinds of way how to do it either by chanting or sing it.. we done it thru chanting juz now.. in the evening.. we had LDK.. at night, we did a taize.. conducted by Edna.. she has a really gud voice... hehe..

tmrow will be an outing day for us.. gonna sleep early.. exhausted la.. huhuhu.. here r some of da pics taken today... ^^